Who i am and what i want.

i am a nobody.

its the sad reality of my life, i have grown up dieting. ive hated myself and my body for as long as i can remember. im tired of being who i am. i wanna be beautiful.
im not ugly, i have a pretty face i just ruin myself with a disgusting body. i know i can be strong enough and that i can do this, i just need something to keep me going, some motivation to keep my goals in mind and for once put myself first.

so hears my starting point.

this is what i look like right now. it makes me feel sick. i dont know why i do this to myself.

i dont want this anymore so im going to change this once and for all.

i know that there are going to be bumps along the road but i must not give up or give in.